TANGLED ETERNITY

PEHLI MULAKAAT

 

Aaj fir Mausam ne karwat badali hain, aaj fir aasman mein adhera chaya hain. Thandi thandi hawayee chal rahi hain aur is beech me baitha vivaan bas chup sa baitha hain.

(use bas akela baithna pasand tha. Jab bhi akela baith ta tha to bas ek hi khayal me khoya rehta tha. Padosh ke bacche jor jor se chilla rahe hain aur barish mand mand si bundo ka sukoon le rahe the. )

Logon ke liye baarish ka Mausam sabse sundar hota hain. Bachho ke liye khelna , pani me bhighna , boy friend aur girl friend ke liye baarish ke sath butte khana aur chai pina. Bas baarish me yahi sab chalta hain , aur kuch logon ke liye baarish ek andhera hain , ek aaisa sach ki bas wo hi jante ho.

Baarish Dheere Dheere bhadti gayi aur isme duba vivaan bas baitha hain , aas-pas kya chal raha hain kuch pata hi nahin

(usne apni chaai nikali cup me aur ciggrette jalai , us doraan phone ki ring bhaji ti hain …)

Vivan, haan! Mumma kaise ho aap ?

Mrs. Sharma( Vivaan’s mother) : Beta main ek dum thik hoon , tum batao kitne dino baad baat ho rahi hain !

 

Vivan : Bas mumma , kaam me busy tha, ghar me sab thik hain ?

Mrs. Sharma : Ha sab theek hain . Accha bata ghar kab aa raha hain tu? Kitne mahine ho gaye tujhe dekh ke is baar to aa raha hain na Diwali pe?

 

Vivan : Ha mumma , try karta hoon aane ka aap apna dhayan rakhna ! aur batao sab kaisa chal raha hain ?

 

Mrs. Sharma : Sab badiya chal raha hain beta! Tujhse ek baat karni hain !

(Mrs. Sharma hichhkichate huye ..)

Beta tum shadi kar lo na ab ! Aakhir kab tak aaise rahoge ?

 Vivaan : Mumma aap ko bas yahi topic milta hain baat karne ke liye ? mujhe nahi karni shaadi kitni baar bola hain aap rakh do phone yaar!

(Vivaan ne gusse me phone cut kar diya. Phone ko table pe fek kar jalai ciggerrte ki kas leta hain. Har ek kas lete lete wo apni beete kal me chala jata hain. Achanak se usko sare visuals aur blashfacks aana shuru ho jata hain)

 

(Vivan andhar ki taraf gaya ! barsho se sambhal ke rakhi uski dairy nikalta hain aur page turn karne lagta hain.! Pata nahi aaisa kya dhundh raha tha un panno me! Aur achanak uski ungliya ruk si jaati hain !)

 

Aaj tumko gujare 7 saal se bhi jydaa ho gaya hain. Bahut kuch badal sa gaya in 7 saloon me ! log badal gaye me badal gaya halaat badal gaye bas kuchh nahi badla toh wo hain mera tumhare liye pyaar.

 

(Vivaan kitab ko padhte huye.. )

 

Haalat be sak badal gaye hain ! aaj shohraat bahut hain lekin mere pas tum jo nahin ! yaad hain tumko aaj hum pehli baar mile the Garden me sector -28.

Kitne khush thena beshak itne mature nahi thee lekin ek dusre ko chahhte bahut aachhe se the. Shuru se hi hamara colour same raha hain . It’s black .

Tab tum black suit me aai thi aur me bhi, apne pichee kuch chupate chupate mere pass aai thi . aur mujhe rose de kar pyar ka ijhaar kiya tha, mere liye wo pehli baar tha ki kisi ladki ne mujhe rose dia tha. Aur jab tumne bola ki meri zindgi tumhare bina adhuri si hain , kya tum aa kar puri kar doge?

Meri ankhoon se bas aanshu nikal ne hi walee the and then I told you “ Yes, I Will ! “ main bhi us din wahin bolne aaya tha jo tumne sabse pehle bol diya mujhe ! mere pass dene ke liye koi khas tauhfa toh nahi tha lekin apne hathon se banaya ek panne ki anghuthi bana kar tumhe pehnai thii!! Kitna ajeeb tha na!!

 

Aur is doraun baarish aa gyi thi ! kaise bhag kar ham tea stall pe chale gaye the. Dono ko chaai itni pasand thi na ki jitna bhi chai pilo dil karta tha aur pio.. chai pine ke bad wo barish me couple dance karna ! kitne acche din the wooh!

 

Chalte chalte ghar pahuchhe kitni daat padhi thi aur zukhaam aur shardi hui alag se!!

 

Tab se mujhee baarish bahut pasand thi ! aur ab baarish ko dekhte hi gussa aa jata hain. bahut kosis ki tumhare promises ko nibhane ki lekin me nahi nibha paya.

 

Tumhare baad me tumko kisi dusre me dhundh raha tha lekin me pagal tha me bhul gaya tha ki tumhare jaisa koi hai hi nahin.. jo na khayee to sherni ban jati thi aur dant dant ke khilati thi ..! jo har galti pe samjaati thi !!

Tumhare bad meri 27 girl friends bani lekin koi tumsa nahi tha..! Har bar dil tuta har baar sambhala fir se kuch aaisa hua ki firse khud ko hurt kia..!

Tumhi mere maa-baba ke baad ki Khushi hoo.. aaj bhi tumhare inteezaar me aankhee aaj bhi naam hain .! dimag kehta hain ki tum kabhi nahi aaoge aur dil ke koi kone me se aaj bhi aawaz aati hain ki tum kabhi na kabhi aaoge..!

 

Kisi ne kya khoob kahan hain na ki , jisse milna mukkadar mein nahi hota unse mohabaat kaamal ki hoti hain..! tumse milna itefaaq tha tumse pyaar hua wo mera naseeb hain . Kya farak padta hain tumhara physical existence nahin hain lekin tum aaj bhi mere andhar jinda hoon !! 

Mein apne aakhari sans tak bas tumse hi mohabbat karta rahunga !!

 

फ़रियाद कर रही हैं तरसती हुई निगाहें ,

देखे हुए तुम को ज़माना गुजर गया || “


- TO be Continued


 

 

 

 

 

 


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