A Final Good Bye

 

A Final Good Bye

Reports aane me almost 1 hour bacha tha, sab tension me baithe huye the ki achanak uske papa bhi waha per pahuche. itna sab hone ke bad bhi abhi tak unko apni society ki padi thi . but jaisa bataya maine meri life me twist and turns aate hi rehte hain. mummy ke ne fir samjane ka try kia ki " Kya itna sab hone ke bad bhi aap ko apne society ki padi hain ? , beti ki khushi ke liye itna bhi nai kar skte aap . kya kahenge kal agar kuch ulta sidha ho gya toh apke log ? , wo to fir bhi pareye haina. lekin beti to apni haina. or kabhi bhi kuch manga tha apse ?, to fir kya abhi bhi aap apne log ka soch kar beti ko rulaoge ya fir usse khushi donge ? " after all kya karenge .. pita jo the. itna sab hone ke bad unme parivartan dikhayi dia. 

Almost happy ending hone hi ja rahi thi ki firse ek or news ayi. achanak se ek nurse ayi or papa k hath me reports dekar chali gyi and doctor aa kr sari bate detail me kahi  " swelling kafi bad gyi hain and botom of the head kafi ghehri chot lagi hain I'm sorry but ab kitne din ham medicine pe rakh skte hain we don't have any idea? sayad 1 week hain apke pass we will do our best but phir sab upar wale ke hath per hain " 

just dismayed about hearing .... ;

Sab ek hi pal me badal gaya . after all socha tha ki finally , sab sahi ho gya toh ab sayad ek happy life ji skte hain. kisi ne kaha tha ki " agar sacha pyar ho to duniya ki sari saktiyan usse jutana ne me lag jati hain " toh kaha gyi sari saktiyan. kaha gya wo bagwan ? jo ache ke sath acha or buro ke sath bhi acha karta hain. " kisi ke chale jane ke bad kisi ek insan ke liye jina ek nark ke barabr ho jata hain jinda to hote hain per asal me mare huye jaise mano ki bina sooraj ki roshni .. kabhi ye socha hain kya agar ek din bhi sun ki light nai huyi to kya hoga? " Duniya ke sare dukh dard mano bagwan ne ham per ek hi pal me chod diye ho. maut se dar nai lagta ab to jindgi jine se lagta hain.

Ek or mitu jindgi se lad rahi thi or dusri taraf ham log unsari baton se. us din wo bhi behaki behaki bate kar rahi thi mano usko sab pehle se pata ho ki mere sath kya hone wala hain? din aaise ja rahe the ki kisi ne time ko ek dam se fast mode pe rakh dia ho. usko koi gam nai tha us baat ka ki wo marne wali hain. 

uske ek hi words the " Mujhe nahin pata ki ham kitna jiyenge ? lekin jitne pal tumhare sath spend kiye hain maine unhi me se meri sari life ji li ab main mar jaaun to bhi koi ghum nahin " kehna aasan haina ye sab. koi insan mar bhi jaye to bhi usko koi fark nai hota lekin uski wajah se kitne or log andar se mar jayenge uska bhi usse koi idea nahin hota. week me abhi bhi 2 din baki the. sab log mano kisi khayi me ghir gaye hain or koi bhi bahar nikalne wala nahi hain. 

Suddenly wo kuch firse bolne lagi ki mujhe tumse kuch chahiye. kaha ki ek bar tum thik ho jao uske bad tum jaisa chahoge wo hoga lekin nahin usko to abhi chahiye tha. usne mujhe kaha ki promises chahiye tumse kuch donge ?

Uski sari promises kya uski sari bate kubul thi per ek bar wo bas thik ho jaye.

promises :

" Promise karo ki kabhi bhi koi bhi bad habits nai karoge. "

" Promise karo ki kabhi bhi rona or sad nahi honge"

" Promise karo ki sari photos , yadee sab delete kar donge "

" Promise karo ki mere marne ke bad kabhi rona mt or mujhe ek bura sapna man kr bhul jaonge "

" Promise karo ki meri jaise koi aachi ladki se sadi kar longe khushi kushi or kabhi parents ko paresan nahin karonge "

Have you lost your mind ? what are you saying ? tumhe kuch bhi nahi hoga main hoon na . lekin us din usko nind nahin aa rahi thi or bas piche padi thi ki main ye sari bate man loon. okay ! manta hoon jo bhi kahan hain wo sab karunga lekin tun jyda tension mat lo or so jaoo. uski sari family ye sab sun rahi thi. or bas ye sun kar sare log rone lage the. 

Bas itna keh kar usne yahi hathon pe apna dum tod dia. mano ki ye sab kehne ke liye hi ji rahi thi itne din bas ye sab keh kar usne is duniya ko alwida keh dia. uski ankhe aaj bhi yaad hain ki mano help mang rahi ho ki mujhe or jina hain please mujhe bacha lo..! time mano ruksa gaya ho charon or sirf or sirf santi si cha gyi thi . chilaya itna chilaya per gale se awaz bahar nai nikal rahi thi. ek hi pal me mano pagal ban gaya ho. 

please yaar uth jao majak mat karon tumhare bina nai reh skta main . please yaar majak band karo warna kabhi bat nai karunga main.. uske papa ne mujhe utha kar sambhalne ki kosis karte rahe. mere ankhon ke samne mano andhera sa cha gaya ho kuch bhi dikhayi nai de raha tha. mere samne sare log ro rahe the or me usse uthane ki kosise karta raha or fir hospital wale log aa kar mere samne usko lekar chale gaye.uska hasta chehra bas samne aa raha tha. mano kisi ne uska channel laga dia ho mind pe sari yade rewind ho rahi thi. 

Main kuch nai kar saka! I'm a lier .. maine usko jutha dilasa diya ki kuch nahi hoga usse or mere samne usne duniya chod di. us raat, raat itni darawani lag rahi thi. agle din uske funeral tha. uske funeral bad agle din uski sister ka call aya ki milne aao jaruri baat karni hain.

Uski sister se sari bate batai ki " papa ne decide kia hain ki ab yahan pe nahi rehna hain ham log kahin or sift ho rahe hain . pata hain aap didi ko bahut chahte the lekin ab aap bhi kisi achi ladki se sadi karke ek new life start karlena or ho ske to ye sab ek bhura sapna samaj kar bhul jana  sorry jiju bye and take care" itna kehne ke bad wo chali gyi. uske bad na uska koi contact hua n uski koi family ka. or main bhi apne ghar par chala gaya ab.

Uski bate yaad aa rahi thi " I'm always with you no matter where i'm . hamesha ek chaye ki tarah tumhare sath rahungi . mujhe yaad kar ke kabhi rona nahin "

bas kehne ko sab kehte hain lekin pata hain jo hua hain wo kabhi nahi bhul payenge. uske sare photos delete kar diye the , number badal diya tha , fb account deactivate kar dia tha, mobiel bhi change kar dia tha, but how can I delete her memories? . har wkt akele me aaj bhi rona aata hain ki kya ho gya ek hi pal me . sach keh rahi thi wo ek bure sapne jaisa lag raha tha jo ek hi pal me sab badal diya . decide kar liya tha ab kabhi us sehar me nahin jaunga.  " Aaj bhi ek hi blame me ji raha hoon ki ye sab meri wajah se hua. meri wajah se ek papa ne uski pyari beti kho di. " 

I can't write anymore... :(

                       

to be continued...