Thank You !!
Finally ! decided to
overcome…. Ab halat firse normal hone ja rahe the. In sari chizo me padhai
chhut si gyi thi or ab koi wajah nahi bachi thi piche mud kar dekhne ki to
maine apna man padhai me lagana suru kar diya. Ab bas ek hi khwahis bachi thi
or wo the mummy papa ne dekhe huye adhure sapne. 6 mahine baad normal ho kar
aaj firse waise hi taiyar ho kar school jane ko ready ho raha tha. Subhe ke
9:30 baj rahe the roz ki tarah mummy mere liye subhe ka nasta bana rahi thi me apne
balo ko sahi krne ke liye jaisa hi aaine me apne aap ko dekha toh apne aap se
hi baat karne laga “ Kya yaar vivaan ! Ye pyaar – wyaar ke chakkar me kya halat bana li khudki, na ankho me pehle jaisa chamak thi na hi
chehre per wo shine. Ankhe sikud si gyi thi. Ankho ke niche bana hua dark
circles saf dikhayi de raha tha. Na hi ab ghar me mere silly jokes sunayi dete
the, Na ab didi ko mar padti thi , Na ab khane me aana kani , Na papa ke sath
masti. " Kahi na kahi ye sari chize mummy – papa ko paresan kar rahi thi. Wo bhi
is khayal me the ki aaisa kya hua jo maine khudko itna badal diya tha . me
taiyar ho kar nasta karne ja hi raha tha us doron mummy papa ki bate
sunni. Papa mummy ko kehte huye bole ki
“ sab kuch ab dhire dhire apni jagah sahi ho raha hain in doron hame uska sath
dena padega ! bagwan ka sukrh hain ki kuch hua nahi usko warna kabhi ham apne
aap ko maaf nahi kar pate. Uska khane pina ka sab khyal rakhna or usse jo
chahiye wo dilwa dena. “ ye sari baton se mujhe bura laga ki maine sirf ek
insaan ki wajah se maine apne papa mummy , bhai – behan or mere sare friends ko
hurt kiya. Main itna selfish kaisa ho sakta hoon. Maine apne khushi ke khatir
in sare logon ki khushi chhin li. Agar usne jo galti ki wo me bhi karunga toh
kya sab sahi ho jayega?
Kya upar ja kar me usse mil
paunga ? jab ki marne ke bad wo bhi pata nahi chalta ki mere marne par kon kon
royega ? or agar mar bhi gaya. Toh kya papa – mummy ye bhoj ko she payenge ? wo
to jite ji mar jayenge. Agar marna hi sab hi chiz ka solution hain to fir to
duniya me koi bachega hi nahin. Duniya me koi na koi kisi bhi chiz ke liye
paresan hain. Or wo log bhi agar yahi soch kar mar jayenge ki “ Death is a
solution of all the problems .” Nope. Death is not a solution of all the
problems. We cannot decide when should we die ? we just decide how to live it. Every
problem has a solution. Nothing is more important than family. Just a one thing
have to do is smile and fight with it.
Ankho me anshu nikal gaye
itna sab sunkar. Mere me kabhi ye guts nahi hain ki me papa ke samne ja kar
unko thank you bol pau or sayad bahot se log ye kar nahi pate. Lekin maine
himmat dikha kar papa ke samne chala gaya mere jate hi unhone baat band kr di.
Maine unki ankho me dekhar papa se bas Thank you ! keh dia. Life me pehli bar
papa ke ankho me dekh kar unko thank you bol dia. Sath me ek sorry bhi kaha ki
aap mujhe nahi kisi or ko deserve karte ho maine meri wajah se aap logon ko
kitna paresan kiya. Please mujhe maaf krdena. Or ha ab aapko kuch karne ki
jarurat nahi hain. Mera ye extra wala khyal nahi rakhna hain. Me jaisa tha
waisa ban jaunga or aap log bhi tension mat liya karo ab smile kro , mujhe
school jane ko late ho raha hain. Papa or mummy se apne dil ki baat share karne
ke bad halka sa mehsus kiya. Or mere friend ke sath school nikal gaya.
Raste me Avi ,( jo ki mera
school friend hain) usne puchte huye kaha ki “ Kidhar gayab tha itne dino se na
ghar pe koi tha or na tera call lag raha tha.” Main un sari baton ko firse yad
karna nahi chahta tha toh keh diya ki didi ke ghar pe tha or mobile pani me
girne ki wajah se khrab ho gya tha. Or bata kya chal raha hain school me (Baat
ko ghumate huye usse bat krne laga).
Avi “ Kuch nahi yaar school
me wahi sab chal raha hain . tu nahi tha na to masti karne maza nai aata tha ,
lekin ab to tu aa gya haina toh milkar masti karenge “.
To
be continued…
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