Head Over Heels

 

            

    Head Over Heels in love

Vivaan sheating on chair...

Chaaron or phirse ek andhera cha raha hain, aasman me firse kale badal dikhai de rahe hain, mand thandi si hawaiye, barish ki wo madhosth karne wali sugandhe aaj fir mehsus ho rahi hain. muhallein main ho raha bacho ka shor or in sari chizon ko mezen kee qataar se dekh raha tha or papa ki aawaz sunai di " Vivaan ! chat pe plastic bichha de aaj fir baarish aane wali hain. “ Plastic bicha kar mere kamre me chala gaya , khidki ke pass baith kar barish me kho sa gaya. Karoon bhi toh kya ?  Baarish ki ek ek bhundh jo  mujhe uski yaad me chod jati hain Bhulna chah kar bhi nahin bhul pa raha . in 6 salon me badal to sab gaya bas kuch nahin badla to wo mera pyar. Ye aaj bhi bas uski ke intezaar main hain. Kehte hain reality ko accept karke ‘move on’ kar lena chahiye par ye zindgi ke tor tarike kambkt ye dil ko kaise samjayee ? isko to bas wo hi chahiye jo iska kabhi hone hi nahi wala. Jo isko kabhi milega hi nahin or sab wo chiz ke piche bhagte hain jo hamko kisi bhi kimmat pe nahin milegi. Bahot nasib wale hote hain wo log jinhe apna pyar nasib hota hain. Or jisse nahin mil pata wo usi ki talash main. Ye aaj bhi uski talash main hain jo is duniya main he hi nahin ? jiska koi wajud hi nahin hain bas reh si gayi to sirf yadee. Ham broken hearts bhi bade kamal ke hote hain , ham waqt dundhte hain yadon pe kharch karne ke liye. Kambkt waqt kharab tha lekin yade to lajavab thi. Na isme gunah hamara tha na unka halat hi kuch aaise huwe ki chodna pada. Log akshar kehte hain ki kisi chiz ko ham dilse chahte hain to sari duniya usse milwane me lag jati hain. Toh fir kyu mujhe na mili woh ? kya kuch kami si thi hamari mohabbat main. Lekin aaj ye sari bate badal si gayi hain. Agar aaj kisi chiz ko dil se chaho to puri ki puri duniya usse dur karne me lag jati hain.

“ Pyar ki baazi wo bazzi hain jo chahe laga lo , Agar jeet gaye toh kya hi baat hain , or hare bhi to bazi maat nahi “ 

Problem wahan hain ki ab tak ham samaj hi nahin paye ki “ Pyar kya hain ? ” Do you real know 

what exactly love is ?

Snapchat ki stories ek dusre ko send karna , whatsapp ke status pe dedication laga na , insta stories pe tag karna, love song pe usko feel karna , msg pe I love you likhna ! ek dusre ko sona babu kehna ! agar aap in sari chizon ko pyar samaj te hain ? to sayad ha aap galat hain.

Jab ek insaan dusre insaan ki ruh ko chu le usse pyar kehte hain. Ek dusre ki soul ko pehchan le wo pyar hain, dur hokar bhi pass rehna . ye pyar hain.  Agar na mile fir bhi koi gum nahin ye pyar hain. Jab samne aaye tab sari chizon ko bhul kar usme kho jana pyar hain. Uske andar apne aap ko khojna ye pyar hain. Usse khush dekh kar khud khush hona pyar hain. Uski ankho me khud ko dekh lena or apni ankhon me usko dekh lena ye pyar hain.  Bina kisi reason se usse chahna , khudko uske andr kho dena ye pyar hain.

Aaj ki duniya ne isse badal sa dia hain ? bas ek dusre ki zarurat ke liye pass aaye zarurat puri huyi pyar khatam? Bollywood or ye tv series ne pyar ko badal sa dia hain. Kisi ki adat bana lena or kisi se pyar karna isme bahut fark hain. Kabhi kabhi ham is attraction adat ko pyar man lete hain. Asal main sirf wo attraction hain , adat hain. Pyar to apne aap me mukkmal hota hain agar mil bhi jayee to lucky or na bhi mile toh usse khush dekh kar khud khus hona pyar hain .. pyar ka pata tab nahi chalta jab pyar hota hain pyar ka pata toh tab chalta hain jab mehsoos hota hain. Chaliye ye to tha ki pyar kya hota hain ? kuch meri bhi kahani taraf chalte hain.

Hamari Kahani kuch yunh thi ki jab pass tha tab itna dard nahi hua lekin jab kho diya tab pata chala ki kya ahmiyat thi uski mere jivan main. Ham aksar logon or chizon ka sahi mol tab hi samaj pate hain jab wo hamare pass nahi hoti. Kabhi gor karna ham aksar ussi chiz ke piche bhagenge jo hame kabhi nahi milegi.

Ham bilkul ek romantic gane me dikhne wale romantic couple se the , Duniya se bahot dur or ek dusre me ulje huye. Duniya ki parwah kiye bina apni hi zindgi me mast the. Aajkal jo riste yakin pe bante hain wo kabhi bhi nahi tut te. Bas bharosa rakhna chahiye. Baki sab thik ho jayega ek din. Waqt ek aaise dawai hain jo bade se bada ghav bhi bhar deta hain. Ham sirf 2 saal tak sath reh payee lekin puri zindgi bhar ki yadee sath leli. Wo 2 saal meri zindgi ke sabse hasin pal me se the. Pyar, vishvas , bharosa in sabse riste bante hain. Or is wajah se hi kabhi bhi hamare bich dooriyan nahi aai. 2 saal me kabhi bhi ego bich me nahi aaya agar galti kisi ek ki bhi hui to samne wala sorry bol kar sambhal leta tha. 

Agar aaj bhi yaad aaye uski toh rona nahi aata. Kyunki ansu tab hi nikalte hain jab wo insan hamare pass nahi hota lekin jo mere sath na hokar bhi mere sath hain tab rona kaisa ? Agar sach me pyar dilse kiya ho to kabhi bhi dukh dard nahi hota. Pyar karne ke liye kisi ka hona jaruri nahi hota uski yadon se bhi pyar kiya ja sakta hain. Bas abhi uski yado ke sahare puri zindgi bitani hain.

Aaise hi sochte sochte kab ankh lag gyi pata hi nahi chala. Dusre din ek nayi suba mera intezar kar rahi thi

To be continued..